About the webmaster!

18 || he/they || infp-t || helpol || landmine jirai boy

Hi there! I'm Jay, and I'm an 18-year-old transgender disaster boy from North Las Vegas. I'm unemployed at the moment, but hobbies-wise, I'm an amateur web developer! This isn't my first website, but if you think you know any of my other sites then shh no you don't.

I'm autistic, and I have diagnosed anxiety and depression. I strongly suspect I have adhd and quiet bpd as well, but I've yet to seek diagnosis for those thus far.

In September of 2025, I found out about jiraiblr, a corner of tumblr inspired by the jirai kei subculture and lifestyle. If you've found this website, you're likely already familiar with it. That said, finding jiraiblr made me realize that bottling up my thoughts and feelings was only making me feel worse. I began using tumblr as a bit of a virtual diary - I found likeminded people and generally cultivated a space where I felt free to talk about what was on my mind. Just under a month later, someone reported my blog and got it terminated. I vividly remember how my heart dropped when I realized what had happened. In a way, this website is intended to prevent that feeling from coming back.

This is my corner of the web where I don't have to censor myself, and where I don't have to worry about termination. Because of that, it's fairly dark and has a lot of content I wouldn't dare put on my "normal" accounts. That said, it means a lot to me, and I hope you get something good out of your stay here <3